Monday, February 21, 2011

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I'm sorry... I said that I wouldn't be posting for a while, but things are starting to happen here that may either be... Him... or just our paranoia playing with us...

At this moment, I'm convincing myself that He does not exist. Maybe my luck and the Tulpa will fare well for me...

But why... why hasn't He come after me yet? Is it just because I'm not worth messing with, or does He have better people to mess with, like my friends?!


We can't let our minds mess with us. He's making it so that it's purely our minds messing with us.


I don't lose games like this, Operator.


You haven't found me, and maybe, you never will. 


So leave my head alone.


Is it because of my sanity? The fact that I'm mentally unstable that you choose to mess with me that way?


You're not coming after me.


So don't go after him.


Or anyone else I care about.


Because I will kill you.


You can't come after me while I'm protected by my sanity.


You know what, runners?


Go ahead and freakin' lose it. 


It may save your ass like it saved mine.


I could take a freakin' walk out into the woods right now and come back without a scratch.


You dare me?


Hahahahahahaha.


I hope that peace will stay with me. And I hope it stays with you, as well. 

-UZUKI

Sunday, February 20, 2011

This is Farewell, For Now

I think I'm in some deep shit now.

He's getting close. To where I live.

I think, just for now, I'm going to try and stop posting on this blog. Just until I know the coast is clear. Because I am not going to get caught. I'm not going to let that happen. There are too many people that would be killed if I were to be haunted. Too many people that I care about. Too many people that I love.

And there's something that I need to accomplish before I die.

If anyone comments on my blog between now and the next time I post, I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

Until then, stay safe everyone.

And may peace be with both you and me.

EDIT: If there are any runners out there that live in Canada, maybe in the general area of Central Canada (Ontario, Toronto, Atlantic Canada, etc.) then please, let me know immediately. Even if you live out in western Canada, let me know anyways; I want to see how many of you there are so I know what to expect in the coming months.

-UZUKI

Saturday, February 19, 2011

I'm Back. To Normal. For Now.

Sorry for the weird post a few minutes ago guys. I had to get my head straight.

Okay, back to business.

Time for the 'Daily Runner News'!

First things first, I'm lucky to have Youtube right now. I'm at a friend's place, on her laptop, so she gets much better Youtube than I do. I would like to say first that our friend, Mr. Cairo from compileTRUTH is now a runner! (that sounds too cheery, doesn't it? No, it's a bad thing. . . bad thing, bad thing. . .). Let's all hope the best for him, and that he can remember M's words of wisdom.

Get out of there, Cairo. It'll do you no good to stay where you are. Get all your valuables and get off your ass and run. Meet up with another runner who can help you. Send me an email or something.

Come on over to Canada! We're safe up here! Cause' apparently Slendy can't cross the border! We scare him with our alcoholic nature and our maple leaves!!!

Ahem . . . moving on.

He only knows where M is right now. Dead, or hiding, or starving to death, He only knows. And I'm not referring to God in this case.

I've finally caught up to the events happening around our Chuck Norris of Slender Man, Mr. Zeke Strahm. Turns out he's been presumed missing. If any of you have spotted him, runner or not, please give me a little heads up, it would be nice to know. He was like, the most badass ass-kicker of Slender Man ever! So if you've seen him, tell me, thank you.

The HYBRIDS. . . shit, nothing is going on right now, at least, that's according to their vids. I don't follow their UStream or their Twitter, so I don't know any of the extra information. I'll just ask Joel D. He knows a lot more about the HYBRIDS than I do; I don't know, I find it hard to follow what's going on with them. But in their newest video, Evan, Jeff and Alex (correct me if I got the names mixed up) go on a little hunt for their 'humanoid' friend (recall the "Cops Checked, No Body" video from the HYBRIDS channel; remember that naked Slender Man thing that appeared at the end of it?). So, equipped with hunting knives and baseball bats, they start to search the closet in Jeff's house, and find a crawlspace; after going through the crawlspace, they end up in the basement of the building from the "A Life in the Day" video (also from clips that appear in their random videos that pop up on their channel now and then). So right now, they're dealing more with this humanoid then they are with Slender Man; or as I like to call it, Slender Man's pet.

And HOLY SHIT, Jay just kicked Masky's ass!
Go Jay!

I always hated Masky. Call me a wimp, I don't care. People question me as to why I'm scared of him, and I don't know why, it's the eyebrows I guess. And the dark eyes. Even some of my friends tell me that I look like Masky in the dark.

Um, okay. . .?

Either way, check out Marble Hornets' newest video! If you hate Masky just as much as I do, you should enjoy seeing him get his ass kicked and hog-tied to the floor. And possibly crippled by a rock. My sources tell me that they didn't hit him on the head with the rock; that they just hit his leg.

Oh yeah, turns out Jay finally realized that Masky is our friend Tim!

Congratulations to all you people that already knew that.

I actually just found out about that little tidbit a few months ago while researching on Marble Hornets WikiDot page. I always thought it was Alex. This could mean that To The Ark and Masky are not the same person. They probably aren't. Or maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions.

Any of you people out there heard of NAPPA?
The National Association for the Pursuit of Proxies and Agents.

Believe it or not, this group, whether real or not, is pretty badass. They're curing the Maskies out there, which I have to congratulate them on.

And for those of you that didn't know, a cure has been found. It is called The Substance, and when it is lit on fire, it acts like magnesium, and causes Slender Man pain. And apparently when you get it into a proxy's body, via needle or tranquilizer dart, it causes them to, very disgustingly, throw up a black goo; and afterwards, they're back to normal. So NAPPA, or should I say Kaiju, the founder of NAPPA, sounds out tranquilizer guns and cures to his fellow members to use on the proxies that are living nearby. You can check out more about NAPPA at http://www.slenderschool.blogspot.com/ .  They're kicking a lot of ass, hopefully. And they're hoping to someday catch the infamous proxy, Redlight.

Next we've got Tribe Twelve. Noah has found a place to stay with a girl named Sarah, just in time for Thanksgiving. This part of his videos are split into two days. Everything is fine the first day; he and Sarah have a pleasant Thanksgiving Dinner, and they even have a fun time playing tennis on the Wii.

Did I forget anyone? Probably. If so, please let me know, and I'll add it to the list.

That's all for tonight, hopefully.

Oh, before I go, I have to tell you guys about possibly the best parody Slender Man video EVER!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xj6F_piB_HE

Go ahead, laugh your ass off. It really lifts the spirits :)

-UZUKI
Another post today.

I don't know. . . something's wrong with my head. . .

I mean, something has always been a little off with me. My head was always in this different little world than
everyone else's.

Am I 'falling'?

That's it. I've noticed a ton of people doing this on their blogs, so I should do it too. I don't want to forget who I am, I don't want to get hallowed out. . .

My name is Jessica "Uzuki" Cheverie.

I was born March 2nd, 1996.

My nationality is First Nations and Acadian.

My favorite color is green.

I have two cats, a boy named Shadow and a girl named Miracle. I've had them since I was 7 years old.

My favorite video game series is The Legend of Zelda, Tales of Symphonia, Final Fantasy, and Kingdom
Hearts.

I write a Zelda fanfiction titled The Legend of Zelda: Time Gate.

I blank out in conversations on occasion.

I can read auras (thoughts/energy levels) of human beings.

That's enough for now. I'm just paranoid, that's all. Something is off in the air though. I'm hoping it's just my brain getting to me.

This blog isn't good for me. . . the last thing I need is something to set my sanity off.

I just want to write. Even if the damned Operator isn't chasing me, I want to write. I want to help all you people out there that are being chased by this monstrosity.

Hehehe. . . could be worse. . . could be the Kyodai no Akuma. . .

. . .no. . . the last thing we need is for a human being like me to come along and will that thing into existence. . . . . . . . .

. . . . could be a fun little game though for when the Operator dies. . . . you know, when we get bored again . . .

. . . maybe that's why. . . human beings are so. . . boring. He needed a game to play. . . I need a game to play. . . . so he's messing with us, to get our excitement back. . . the excitement of fear and adrenaline. . . .

I gotta shake this feeling off. The more I type, the lower my sanity sinks.

And that's exactly what He wants.

Thank god I never wrote that story on Slender Man for FictionPress. I would have been driven mad.

I am going to take that creature down.


He wants to play a game with us?

So be it.


Hey Slender Man.

You're IT.

EDIT: Sorry guys for the wakko post. I'm fine, really. My writing/insanity intuition just kicked my conscious out for a minute there. I'm fine. Sorry for scaring you all. I really don't want Slender Man to come after me. But I don't want him to live either. I need to get my mind back under my control again, the way it used to be.

Shit, easier said than done.

-UZUKI

Pop Quiz, Kiddies

Yep, just another freezing day up in Canada. I had another Slender Man dream last night, but it didn't really have anything significant in it. . . actually, now that I think about it, I can't even remember what the dream was about. It was very short, and it wasn't that scary either, but it still had Him in it. I could remember it a bit this morning when I woke up, but now it's completely gone from my head. If I can remember it later, I'll post again with the details. For now though, I'm just going to write up some key points on the Slender Man.

First of all, the three rules that M stated in The Tutorial.

1. Get Up High
2. Keep Moving
3. Keep Your Eyes Open

It's obvious what the Get Up High rule means at this point. Almost all of us are aware of how M has been surviving all this time, and one of these things is getting up to high areas, like a roof, or a water tower, or a really tall building of the sort. The reason this keeps us safe is because this, oddly enough, confuses Him. Because He is so used to seeing human beings shorter than Him, He can't comprehend the idea of a human being shorter than Him, therefore it confuses him and he can't get you. It's almost like he doesn't see you as a human being; more like a superior being that he doesn't want to get involved with.

Although, unfortunately, you can't stay on the rooftops or in the water towers forever. You'd run out of food, and eventually, lose your sanity as well. And the moment you get off that building/water tower, it's back to running, because then He sees you as a regular human being again; a human being that He can chase after.

The second rule, Keep Moving, is pretty straightforward.

"Because even if Slenderman can't get you people can. And Slenderman is good at getting people to do things for him." -M

You just have to keep switching locations in the general area. According to M, the longest you can stay in one location without getting found is about 2-3 months. The longest time you can stay inside a house is about 2 weeks, if you're lucky.

"I'm tired of having to tell people to move and run and then seeing 2 weeks later they're still in their house. You need to leave and you need to leave as soon as you can. Because if you stay near the people you like when Slenderman is following you, it's like you've killed them." -M

However, there are some people that can pull off exceptions to this rule.

"Then again some people are different. A few months ago I met a girl named Shandi who lived out in the woods. I found her house 1 day when walking down a road and I saw it out of the corner of my eye. I almost didn't go look at it, but then I saw it.

A huge red (X) on the up stairs window of the house." -M

Shandi was able to stay inside her house for months, and her house was out in the middle of the forest. It may have been the fact that she had the Operator symbol painted on the window; this is another trick that I'm going to write about later in this post. Also, she stayed upstairs the entire time; could this have meant it confused Slender Man into thinking she was taller than Him? But then again, there have been tons of cases in the past where Slender Man went after people in a house, on the top floor (the HYBRIDS for example, and their first 'real' encounter that was later defined as being real and not a hoax that they made). Who knows, maybe her house was just tall enough and all the other houses weren't. Maybe it was because she lived alone and didn't attract Him by luring Him in with her family members and the ones she loved (although it's possible that the other family members had already been killed).

Either way, she lived in that house for quite a while, until M showed up.

"She didn't talk to me until I went right next to her and asked her a few things. All the time I was there she only told me a few things about herself and she didn't talk very much. Everything had started happening to her about the same time it had started happening to me. The house hadn't always looked like that, it had been normal. But Slenderman had been in it a few time, tried to set it on fire, basically attacked it from all sides. Her mom, dad, and sister had all died. She didn't know what had happened to her friends. She was home schooled so she didn't really have many anyway. After her sister was killed, who was 9, she had gone crazy, tried to kill Slenderman anyway she could. Tried to burn down the house herself when He was in it. Nothing had worked. Shandi had gone into the woods and tried to shot herself after all that. But it didn't work. He moved her back to the house too quickly. She couldn't live and she couldn't die.

After that Shandi stopped caring. When I lived in the house, mostly because I felt too bad to just leave her behind, she barely ate, or slept or did anything besides sit in that chair. Sometimes she talked to me, or told me stories she made up, but that was about it. She never even got the notebooks. She was too strong to be taken, and too weak to beat him.

She had lived in the house without running for months, and she was still alive. Then 1 morning I woke up, the room dark with His large form blocking the window." -M

Could it be possible that He was waiting until she was an 'eligible candidate' to become hallowed? It's obvious that Slender Man was playing with her head. Because as M states, "Slender Man likes to play with His food."

Although, it's still not recommended that a runner stays in their house for more than two weeks. Slender Man may be stupid, but he still figures out the tricks you play on him eventually. Staying in the house just puts your family members and the ones you love at a greater risk, and it doesn't do good for your sanity either.

"This doesn't mean that you can live as long in the house as Shandi did, keep in mind. Shandi was unusual. Like I said it usually only takes 2 weeks. But even if you're strong, if you think you can wait him out in your house, you can't. He'll get you in you stay still, even if it's after days, or weeks, or months. He'll find you, and He'll know where you and everybody you love is, and He'll kill you." -M

That's one of the tricks to running from Him: you have to keep as much sanity as you possibly can.

He doesn't want you to keep your sanity. He wants you to lose it. Because when you lose it, that's when he takes control of you. That's when he kills you.

Okay, moving onto the third rule. Keep your eyes open.

M also blames Marble Hornets for this rule; according to him, they singlehandedly willed this one into existence (recall that Marble Hornets was indeed fake at the time it was started, but thanks to them and the Tulpa effect, Slender Man was willed into existence, and now they really are on the run).

Slender Man has this sort of weakness that M and one of his fellow runners, James Matthews, experimented with. Apparently, when you look straight at Slender Man, He can't get you. It's obvious that He doesn't exist in the same sort of time existence we do. You can tell by the way he moves and, well, based on what He is. However, if you were to look at Slender Man, this almost ties Him down to our plane of existence; He can't get you then. Therefore, if you were to come face-to-face with Him and couldn't get to a rooftop, just stare at Him and back away. It's not fullproof, but it keeps you safe in emergencies.

"There is 1 exception to this rule and that's if you're blind. There's a girl out there who's name is Mimi Shrawts. I don't know what happened to her. I had to leave. But she's out there, with this problem and still she was beating it. I asked her how and said that even though she couldn't see she still had a pretty good mental image of what was going on around her. Not in the same way we do (I asked her to explain it and she couldn't really, but I think it was mostly in sound and touch), but still it was pretty accurate. So basically if she kept Slenderman in her mental image of the world when she knew he was there she was ok."

I met a blind girl once. She's actually a good friend of mine. She was one of the Easter Seals candidates on PEI that visited my school a little while back, I think when I was still in elementary school (6th grade maybe?). Anyways, she ended up joining band, and I saw her again at band camp, when we both learned how to play the flute. Then, a few years later, we ended up in Honor's Band together as well. Considering she was blind, I was amazed that she could play the flute, and even more amazed that she made it into Honor's Band. She had to memorize all her music and fingerings for the flute.

So anyways, I got to guide her around quite a few times, and we soon became pretty good friends. I wanted to ask her how she had a mental image of the world, much like M had asked Mimi how she got the mental image as well, but I never got a chance to. I can't imagine how that would work, but maybe if I walked around my house for a bit with my eyes closed, I'd get a pretty good idea of what she would be referring to.

So those are the three rules, runners. I guess you didn't really need me to retype all this considering M and compileTRUTH has already gotten the message through to you, but I'm retyping it because I need something to write about and because there may still be a few of you runners out there who don't know the rules.

Just follow these rules, and you will hopefully survive.

There are three things that you do NOT want to do, and these things break those rules.

1. Not following the rules.
2. Hanging out with somebody being followed by Slender Man.
3. Hanging out in a forest.

Obviously, hanging out in the forest is possibly the stupidest thing you could ever do. The forest is His home. And also, spotting a human being in the middle of the woods is like spotting a drunk in the middle of a business meeting. To Him, you stick out like a sore thumb. You're easier to find when you're in the woods, and it just gives Him less work to do; He doesn't have to chase you because you've just walked straight into His home.

Hanging out with somebody being followed by Slender Man isn't all that bad, but it depends how far along they've 'gone', and how frequently they're haunted. M sometimes states that it's dangerous to team up, but he's starting to change his mind about teaming up a little now.

"It's dangerous walking around in groups. 2 people are dangerous, a whole group would make Him even stronger and you more of a target. Rereading this blog less then a month ago I wrote that I didn't want to team up with anybody. It was too dangerous and there was no reason to."

"Now I'm not so sure." -M

You can run with people, if it makes you feel safer. But if you travel in big groups, it's just like walking into the forest - it gives Him less work to do. Because killing a whole group of people on the spot is much easier than tracking each one of them down individually. It just makes Him stronger.

Wow, I was going to start talking about the effects of the (X) symbol, but now I'm not so sure. I'll cover it later, maybe today, maybe tomorrow. This post is excruciatingly long, and I don't want to burn your eyeballs out or drive you to madness of complete boredom.

Peace be with you, Runners.

-UZUKI

Friday, February 18, 2011

wHy, WhY, wHy?

Another post tonight.

I find a lot of comfort in writing. Especially while I'm writing this blog. I'm bored as shit and I just need to come back and. . . sort out my thoughts. I'm tired as hell, but I feel that I just need to write something. But then again, it's when I'm tired that I start to mumble/think/write about pointless banter.

I need something.

Anything.

I want to keep this blog going more than anything, but there's just never anything happening here. . . but I guess I should be thankful. Writing about my nightmares/research may just be enough to help you runners out there cope with your situation. At least then you know that you're not alone in this world, that you don't have to deal with your growing insanity alone.

But you can't let your insanity take you over.

Because that's exactly what He wants.

He wants you to lose yourself to insanity, so that you can become His puppet.

The ones that have been hallowed out.

We know who these people are; they're half of the runners that didn't make it out alive.

Because they aren't alive.

Anyone you know that has become hallowed isn't alive anymore. Even their Soul is gone. They're just empty human bodies, ready to be possessed and used by Him.

I guess, now that I'm on the subject of the hallowed, I may as well talk about ways to keep yourself safe from Him finding and possessing you.

"It's easier to just say 'Go up high to the tower I made for you to live in until you get your shit together, it's safe there, here's where it is', but it's also a lot easier for Him to find you then." - M

That's right, I quoted M again, and I don't give a damn. He makes a perfect point in this statement. It is easier to just tell your friend to go to the tower you made for them to live in until they get their shit together, here's where it is, blabbity-blah. Do that though, and Slender Man will have already beat you there, waiting for you to step right into his arms, like a child being lured to a gigantic pile of teeth-rottening candy. Although, unlike the candy, you don't get a sweet, happy ending with maybe a couple cavities.

You get a crappy, depressing ending with a couple impaled holes in your body.

Yay for everyone.

So I'd like to post some codes on this blog post, codes that are very simple to decipher; codes that even my little brother could solve if he could read.

0000000C00000
D0000E00000N
0000U0M000B0
00E000R0000N
000000000E000

This code is used frequently amongst most runners. It's simple to decipher, yet it can sometimes confuse people because the 0's can also be O's.

The next way to make a code is to simply write a well thought out riddle that can still be deciphered by the person you're sending the riddle to.

House in the sky
That's taller than man
Sits on a tree
A safe haven for THEM
5+6=12

So first of all, if you thought it through, you can probably tell that I'm talking about a tree house. Taller than man, and a safe haven for them obviously means that it's taller than Him and that it's a safe haven for the Runners (because it's taller than him, it obviously confuses Him when he thinks about a runner being taller than him, therefore making it hard for him to catch you). The 5+6=12 thing does not mean I have bad math skills. You could assume it as a time. Like, get there in five hours, wait for me for six hours, and we'll discuss at twelve (could be midnight or noon, depends on the time that you get the note at).

I can't think of anymore codes right now. There are codes you need to watch out for though. There are codes from Runners, and then there are codes from the hallowed. Codes from runners will probably look like what you just saw. Codes from hallowed are usually complete nonsense, and only expert code breakers can hope to understand what it is that they're trying to say. Example. . .

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Screen flashes with a 12x12 box of slashes, flashing in the following order: long, long, short. (sort of like an SOS).

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Screen flashes with a 15x15 box of slashes, flashing in the following order: long, short, long.

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The last is an 11x11 box of slashes, that flashes in the following order: long, long, short, long.

The video ends with the word CLOSELY, written like so:

C
LO
SE
LY

The slashes were eventually translated, and the message ended up being: LOOK CLOSELY. Messages like these, that are near impossible to decipher and have no real meaning at first glance, usually 90% of the time belong to hallowed out people; unless of course it's a Runner that's really pushing his luck.

Well, I'm pretty sure that's it for tonight. Hopefully. I'm going to try and get a peaceful night's rest.

Peace be with you, Runners.

-UZUKI

DiSiNtEgRATION

Okay, I have a little question for you all.
Do you know what it's like to get the entire lower half of your body disintegrated and every single one of your teeth blown out by an electromagnetic explosion?
I've asked a lot of my friends this question.
The reason I'm asking you is because I think Slendy trolled my brain the other night. I have Slender Man nightmares once in a while, mostly only when I feel His presence EVERYWHERE.
I've had pretty bad nightmares in the past. There's even this nightmare that I have once a year, that no matter how old I get and how much I think I've gotten over it, it always comes back and scares the shit out of me.
This was possibly ten times WORSE than that dream.
Okay, first I should warn you all: every single dream/nightmare always has to have some form of Legend of Zelda mixed in with it. That's how obsessed I am with the video game series; that's how screwed up my mind is.
So the first part of my dream, from what I remember, involved me playing as the Link from Wind Waker (you all know him, Zelda fans. Cutest little Zelda bastard ever. . .) and for some reason, I was in the middle of the ocean, at night. There were torches everywhere, and I realized that the torches were attached to these rafts that were floating on the surface of the water. And there were all these little Moblins on these rafts. So, my job was to go to war and kill every single one of them.
What caught my attention is that I've had this part of this dream before.
Okay, so after all the weird Zelda stuff, I end up finding myself standing with all the runners that I'm familiar with. Jay, from Marble Hornets, the HYBRIDS, Noah from TribeTwelve, Zeke Strahm and all these kids that appeared in his blog, and even the deceased Matt and his deceased buddies from Just Another Fool. M was also there. This made me feel that M may still be alive; my dreams are usually true when it comes to people. Then again, the guys from Just Another Fool are all dead, no doubt about that. I think Elizabeth from Icytheological (or however you spell it) was there too. So basically, all the runners, including me. I didn't look like me though. I looked more like the me that I created in my fanfiction, Time Gate. So basically, an anime-ish style character.
Now, this is where the electromagnetic thing comes into play.
The night that I had had this nightmare, I had read up on a blog where they actually found Slender Man's weakness, something that actually makes him scream in pain. I put details about this on my last post. So the electromagnetic theory frigged up my brain and made me have this part of the nightmare.
So me and the runners are setting up these electromagnet things, right? Turns out they will set off in such a way that will make a sort of 'electromagnetic explosion'.
Shit. This is where things get. . . frigged up.
So, because we're luring Slender Man into the 'ring' of bombs that we set up for him, we have to get out of there as quick as possible. These guys are used to running fast; I'm not. So when we lured Slender Man into the area, we all started to run like hell as the bombs set themselves off. Everybody makes it out fine. . . except me.
There's a giant explosion (for some reason the explosion seems more like a bomb explosion than an electromagnetic explosion, but still. . .) that sends me flying through what appears to be a golden sky. Golden sky my ass; more like bright light from the explosion. During this, I can hear some loud screaming noise, and I see the Operator symbol carved on a tree fly by. I must have been sent pretty far, and eventually, for some reason, I find myself gliding a few feet off the air, my feet starting to disintegrate into what looks like to be black ashes (no duh). Now, human body disintegration is usually painless; it's painless because it happens in the blink of an eye. Maybe you feel a major pain one second, but then the next second, well, you're dead. This disintegration process takes FOREVER though, and it doesn't help that I can feel the entire thing happening. And for some reason, it only disintegrates up to my waist. It stops afterwards, and I fall to the ground, skidding on the remains of my back and hitting a boulder that's encased in the ground.
People are panicking now. They're running by me, and I realize that I can't do anything because my legs are gone. Then, when I lift my tongue, I can feel my swollen and empty gums, and I realize that every single one of my teeth were knocked out by the blast. I start to cry, and scream, just so I can get the people that are running by me to stop and help me. Everyone passes me.
Except one person.
Now, in this dream, imagine it like this; you can just see me lying on the ground, people's legs going by; you can't actually see the people, probably no higher than their waist.
So when that one person stops to help me, I scream even louder.
It's a man, wearing black tuxedo pants.
That's when I woke up. But here's the thing; I didn't know that I had woken up. So I'm here, laying in bed, thinking dying thoughts to myself.
"I'm going to die."
"I didn't even get to say goodbye."
"I didn't think it would end like this."
Etc, etc, etc.
One of the worst Slender Man dreams I have ever had in my life. I think I laid in that bed thinking dying thoughts for about a minute before I realized that my legs were there and my teeth were still in my mouth where they belonged. What scared me though is that before I realized that, I couldn't feel my legs; nothing from below the waist, actually. I think it took me a good hour and a half to get back to sleep again. I didn't have any Slender Man dreams the rest of that night. Kind of makes me feel Slender Man is manipulating my mind to dream of things I like (Zelda) and turning them against me to make me go nuts. It was all a happy dream at first, and then BAM, Slender Man dream where I lose half my body and all my teeth. And the fact that I didn't dream of Slender Man the rest of that night, considering I had the shit scared out me, creeps me out even more. Almost like it was a warning from Him.
"If you don't want me to come after you, don't get yourself involved. Otherwise things will be much worse than these nightmares where you die in pursuit of me."
That's basically what He may have been trying to tell me.
I'm going to try and get a good night's sleep tonight. Hopefully I'll have a good dream that will allow for a peaceful day tomorrow (weekend, yay. . .). I may tell you guys about my two other Slender Man dreams that I still remember next time I post. Or maybe I'll just put up a dream whenever the hell I feel like it. Consider it like a dream journal.
I actually have a bit of a bad feeling tonight. There are strange noises coming from outside the window, and allow me to remind you, I'm surrounded by freakin' trees. The weather is also very snowy though, so it's probably just me. I have a tendency to get paranoid with the noises around me. But then again, when you're on the look out for something like Slender Man, how can you not be?
Actually, I found something that was quite humorous today. A classmate of mine is always reading books, and the book of the day was a compilation of Greek/Canadian/Japanese/German/every other country's monsters/ghouls that have been found or encountered. Obviously, the Slender Man wasn't in there, but there was something in there that caught my eye.
The Tulpa.
For those of you that read M's blog or watched The Tutorial compilation video on compileTRUTH, the Tulpa isn't really a ghost, but more so a creature that's created from the effect of somebody constantly thinking about a certain creature. That's obviously how Slender Man came into view.
1. Paranormal Images contest is released on Something Awful.
2. Some douchebag creates the Slender Man.
3. People play I-Spy with the Slender Man pictures, and people even make blogs (marble hornets. . .)
4. Slender Man comes to life and starts killing people.
Yay, happy ending for all of us.
Except for the ones that are getting caught.
Okay, I'm done boring you guys with my crazy-person shit for tonight. If anything comes up, I may post again tonight (my sister is at a friend's place, which means computer-all-nighter for me). I can't help but feel that He is watching me right now. I'd better sign off before I intimidate him too much.
Peace be with you, Runners.
-UZUKI